Indonesian Loan Shark

Wear your summer dress in spring.
Change your name cause its easier to sing.
Gone from place to place and here you are.
Hope i can keep you here in my arms.
Make mistakes, ill give to much,
in hopes that smile will never leave your face.
Hide the fact my heart is on my sleeve.
Hoping you will take it from me.
Wear your summer dress and sing.
Change the song cause its easier to sing.
Dance in streets, Drink coffee, Hate wine.

The Works

"Like unfinished scripts, or a painters wasted fucking canvas... I'm working on it."

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With light words ill swear these words,
like searing blades against your face.
With heavy heart i sing these tunes.
With heavy hands ill strum for you.
tears dry with the sent of hops.
What do you make of this, what say you?

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Wear your summer dress in spring,
Change your name cause its easier to sing

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ill pitter patter my life away
its only one more day of pain

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She asked me why i fuck with her,
i said be cause your so fuckable
and lovable
god have mercy,
ima kill her one day

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Don't say those words
Your kindles eyes don't seem to agree.

Mailer Daemon

So here's me
I'm fucked up
I'm heartless
I'm empty
Yet pure
Fulfilled
Happy
And caring
I make no one my shoulder
I let no one in
I let everyone know my issues
But you cant subscribe to them

Mendicino Memories

Driving to Santa Rosa,
i'm headed to see a girl i once loved.
Stop off in the city,
Hang out by the golden bay.
Meet a woman i knew i could love,
Meet a man i knew i could trust.
What a shame i couldn't stay.

Pull off to the shoulder,
As i'm driving down CA-880.
Light a cigarette and sing...
to the music on the radio.
It goes,

I wish i would have met you when i was older.
Times we had would have been much better.
All those arguments,
we would have laughed at now.
If i never had left you.
Days are warm and nights are cold.
Each is oh so lonely with out you.
Missing the way you kept me whole.
Missing my arm around you.

Pull off to the shoulder,
As i'm driving down 101.
Light a cigarette and sing..
to the music on the radio.
It goes,

Driving through Petaluma,
headed to see a girl i once loved.
I best stop to see my moma.
Its been weeks since shes seen my face.
And i haven't had a good meal in days.
Stop to see my father.
Share a laugh, a smoke, or two.

Accordion lips

Accordion lips
Kiss her when shes sick
Drive for an hour
her beautiful smile

Work up the nerve
to kiss her face
pretty when she sleeps
pretty in my arms
pass the time
with her on my mind

Uncertain and insecure
she could be with anyone here
but tonight i make her smile
tonight ill make her mine

Read your words

Wish you could understand you did mean the world to me.
Never was i the best at showing you this.
Most of the lines on your arms are because of me.
Sorry for the way i played with your heart.
I played with mine to.

All these girls i meet.
They all fall so far from you.
I compare everything to how we where.
God i miss you.

Hated when you pushed me away.
When you scared your skin.
Made me feel ashamed to see my friends.
Hated how i never had my time.
It was only you and i.
Felt i could never be myself.

Loved our love.
The way we made love.
How we had fun sitting in a park.
Loved your beautiful smile.
The way you stuttered.
How my jokes brought you to tears.

Glad i read your words.
To know we both still hurt.
You need to know,
My world was you.
Wish i could understand,
That yours was mine.
And it still is.