13Dec/08

Notice how i annunciate every word i sound.
Hear the st... stutter in my voice.
How i articulate my hands on your skin.
Your beauty could compromise national security.
What id give to hide from the cold.
Beneath the folds of sheets and clothes.
Your warmth on mine.
Our lips together.
Wars will end but our love will never get old.

Filed under: Exploding Boy
27Oct/08

The Works

Watched you from afar as we bumped shoulders
Commented your curves in summer dresses

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breathe, darling breathe. take a breath from me.
kill, darling kill. take my life from me.

Filed under: Exploding Boy
17Sep/08

Complicated Goose

The assumption that i can train my focus on a new target is ridiculous. My ability to fall nose over tails for the nearest, most interesting, body of flesh is laughable. The torture i'm subjected to from my own hopelessness to acquire the next romantic moment. But damn if i don't want her. Such a waste. What a waist at that. And a brain that has put me on my knees more than once. I guess it really is complicated.

Filed under: Exploding Boy
9Sep/08

Steep Steps

So it just hits me. I realize that i'm 23, and at the front door to my career. I cant see the top of the stair case. I can almost make out the faint spiral of a hand rail. Some parts are dark, others steep, some missing steps. Ill have to take huge leaps of faith in some places. The top however is so bright it burns my eyes. From down here its warmth embraces my face, and skin. Even though i cant see whats there, i know ill have it. Even though i cant see what it is, i know i want it.

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8Sep/08

(Untitled)

Its sad that i know i wont make it thought today very easily. And that tomorrow will be the same. Its all because she isnt here. It takes such a toll on me and makes me suffocate.

Filed under: Exploding Boy
12Aug/08

(Untitled)

Want to wear your smell around me.
Like the skin that holds my body.
Like the skull that keeps my thoughts of you from wandering.
Away, From me.

Filed under: Exploding Boy