This is Exploding Boy

The moment i laid eyes on you i needed more from you than i could image then. I needed your lips on mine, your face in my hands, your body in my arms. I needed your love. I hid my infatuation of you from your smiling eyes. Your voice never uttered my name in any tone other than friendly. I new i had to change this. Neither of us knew the bond we would grow over the years. Even in separation for months at a time, our friendship never died. Things where always different. Regardless we both new each other as well as we knew ourselves, if not better. Ive broken that wall, let you in on my secret. I don't want to stand by your side while you lust over another man. I am yours to have, and abuse as you see fit. I am brave enough to risk destroying an amazing friendship for the potential of love.

No fuck that.  You unappreciative whore. Do you even see the man that stands on pins and needles, begging with his hands to have you. In my eyes are fire, my hands as soft as the sun crushing the moon into earth. You will not have this day, you will not have your way. Forget the past, its the rage inside of me that will fill our hearts. Like a bloody Sunday, like a massacre on Monday. Dropped like 3 pills id take, any time id have to see your face. Its over.

An Alternative Intimacy

You ask me for a coma,
When murder is all i know.
You ask me for rain,
With a hurricane on the horizon.
Quit asking me for pain,
Ive no filter for what you feel.
Don't ask me for a moment,
It's time that i would steal.

Painting the Walls With Your Murder

With a dance in your step
With a smile in your hands
Open the door, show me your world