Daunting Aspirations

Daunting. The emotion. My heart.
Breaking. These thoughts. My fault.
Haunting. Your eyes. Your smile.

Taking time to learn your every inch. Wasted my time wanting after you. Say what you want to say. But you say nothing, nothing at all. Feel what you want to feel. But you feel nothing, nothing at all.

Faking. Is this a game for you.
Hating. Most of the things you do.
Leaving, I've given up, on giving you my heart.

This is shattered. Sharp edges caressing my lungs. I can not breath with this pressure on my shoulders. I'm letting go. I've given up on wanting after you. And just for you. I'll hope you'll understand, that i resent you. But i forgive you. For taking what you wanted, and leaving me here stranded. With this shattered heart, daunting aspirations.

Amour Conceal

Look in your eyes, i can see how you feel.
Listen to your heart beat, i know this is real.
Your body tells me my heart will be healed.
But your words have something to conceal.

Give you my whole heart, its not what you sought.
I need reciprocation more than i thought.
Fickle in your mind, impossible to read.
Don't give me your body if desire isn't there.