Daunting Aspirations

Daunting. The emotion. My heart.
Breaking. These thoughts. My fault.
Haunting. Your eyes. Your smile.

Taking time to learn your every inch. Wasted my time wanting after you. Say what you want to say. But you say nothing, nothing at all. Feel what you want to feel. But you feel nothing, nothing at all.

Faking. Is this a game for you.
Hating. Most of the things you do.
Leaving, I've given up, on giving you my heart.

This is shattered. Sharp edges caressing my lungs. I can not breath with this pressure on my shoulders. I'm letting go. I've given up on wanting after you. And just for you. I'll hope you'll understand, that i resent you. But i forgive you. For taking what you wanted, and leaving me here stranded. With this shattered heart, daunting aspirations.